Lay with me. We don’t have to say a word. Just look upon me with your eyes and hold me there.
Know that if I give you love. Just nurture it and allow it to grow. Accept it for what it’s worth, Because it’s priceless.
Have you ever paid attention to someone when they talk about the person they love? Their body language. The look in their eyes. The expression on their face and the way it lights up. It’s a Beautiful thing.
I dreamt of a soul different from the rest. One I look upon with more than just my eyes. A soul that’s Bright and vivid. Enticing and familiar but unknown….
They taught me that family doesn’t have to be blood. That family isn’t always the one your born into but the one you create. That a bond can be just as thick if not thicker than blood. I count them as my brothers and sisters.
I can be very moody at times. After all, I am a cancer. Lol. When you get to know me, you’ll notice when my mood starts to change. I may not seem like myself. I’ve notice that some people will ask me “Are you ok?” or “You’re not acting like your normal self.” I become very quiet and shutdown. Just know that my mood has NOTHING to do with you. You didn’t upset me, and I’m not mad at you. I just need some time to be with my thoughts, regenerate. I’ll snap back to my old goofy, loving, crazy ass self after while. Lol.
Trust. A fragile thing. That must be Handled with care. It has the power to break down, even the most hardened walls. It’s giving yourself to someone, and expecting that they will teach you, It’s ok to trust, It’s ok to love. It’s like you’re handing them your life and hoping that It’s in safe hands.
When trust is given to me. I find it to be one the greatest gifts that anyone can ever give me, because it makes me realize…. Wow! I’m that important to you that you’d give me something so dear to you.
If you ever feel lost, just look for my light to guide you. It won’t be hard to miss. It’s the brightest star among the stars. If things seem to be gloomy up ahead and you feel like giving up, just grab my hand and I’ll lead you to safety. When you feel sad, I’ll bring my joy and goofiness to brighten your day. Lol. Whenever you feel under the weather, I’ll nurse you back to health. and when all you need is love, I’ll give you my love, time and affection.
Even thought it seems to evades me, I still manage to cling on to some bit of hope. Sometimes I have these recurring thoughts. They mainly consist of me wondering who you are. are you ok. your where abouts at that very moment. what are you doing. what’s on your mind. are you happy. how’s your heart. and when night falls, do you look up at the moon and the stars like I do.
Sounds crazy right? Lol.