There are those that are interested. That has never been a problem. The problem is, they’ve never been interested in me. Only what they can get from me. This goes beyond anything sexual. Used for the light I give. Used to clean scars. Used to fill voids. Used for convenience. Even in relationships. My love was pure, but when I look back. I was never given it in return. Just souls I mistaken for a soulmate. I’ve never had another truly be interested in me. ALL of me. No one to pill back my layers or read each chapter in my book. And that had to stop. You see there’s a positive outcome to this. I’ve become a master at discovering those that hold no purpose for me. I deserve to have someone true. We all do. Especially when it’s being given. And I won’t settle for less.
I don’t understand how you could deprive yourself of a love like mine.
I enjoy kissing. i love kissing. everything about it. the moment you close your eyes. the feel of lips dancing with mine. sucking. biting. tongues touching. the way they twist and turn. the exhale of breath in between.
There’s something orgasmic about a good kiss. that moment is so powerful.
For you to pull me closer or just lean your head over, and make it clear that you want me near. Share your stories; your dreams, your worries, your fears, and confide in me, even when it’s not easy. Because they’re safe with me. Look for refuge in my arms, and know that I have you.
It should be faithful
a faithful love that moves mountains about
that believes and will never doubt.
makes the impossible possible
and promise of a future
Head close to my ear,
the sound of your breathing brings comfort to my soul.
You’re asleep, holding me close. I’m awake,
eyes fixated at your fingers interlaced with mine,
my thumb gently brushing against your knuckles.
I’ve never felt such beauty in its raw form.
When no one else was there, I turned to the only thing I had left. Faith.
Faith restored what little light I had left. Faith listened. Faith comforted me Faith brought me happiness. Faith brought me hope. Faith brought me passion, promise and confidence.
almost… That’s all it’s ever been.
just a series of almost interactions
and I have no more time for almost.
I have time for.
I haven’t even met you yet. And somehow I’ve begun to crave your presence with a relentless urgency that numbs me to thoughts of anything but you. me. US.
When you truly are interested in getting to know someone. And you’re committed to that investment. Then you make time. Regardless of how busy someone is, they will at one point stop what they’re doing, think of you, and communicate. Let me know that you’re thinking about me, that you miss me, that you can’t wait to see me. Hell, even let me know when you’re horny and you can’t wait to……. Well, you get the point. Lol.